Time is relative..

Why is that ten minutes between your alarm going off in the morning feels like ten seconds, yet the last ten minutes of work feel like ten hours?! Yesterday, in my last ten minutes of work, I accomplished more than I did the whole 9 hours of work (at least it felt that way..) But this morning when my alarm went off.. I waited for the next alarm, which is set for ten minutes later, and I swear only seconds passed! The older I’ve become, the faster time goes by… As a kid, it took forever to turn 10… Then even longer to turn 12- the age where I could finally join the youth group at church.. Now I’m going to be 29 in less than a month.. My eldest will be 10- a mere two weeks after my own birthday… Where did the time go? It still feels like yesterday when I gave birth to her. Hell, I still remember the night I found out I was pregnant! I didn’t think I could do it. I didn’t think I could be a mother to a child… But ten years and three kids later- I can’t imagine my life without being a mother. My kids are my life! They are my heart and soul- the sole reason why I can get out of bed each morning. The 8 years of wedded misery with my children’s father seems like it occured in another lifetime… It feels like yesterday, I woke up, and was able to let go of current situation with current husband. Why fight for a man that doesn’t want me? I learned this lesson relatively quicker than I did in my first marriage.. No marriage for me! For a long time! Haha.. 

Side note: I am so tired today! Not sure how I will survive another long, boring day at work… 

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