I am strong!

I did it. I bit the bullet. I leased an apartment today. It will be the first time in my life that I am without a man. But, I did it! I am doing it! I am surviving without a man! I am taking care of myself, and my children without the help of a man! I can’t believe that I did it! I was so discouraged this morning. Brian, and his command, all trying to force me to either take him back, or move out of our on-post home. Well, I am moving out! I am gone! As of Monday, June 16th, I will be out, on my own. I am terrified and excited all at the same time! I am doing it! And let me tell you, it feels AMAZING!! I am stoked! I am feeling positive. I am feeling GREAT! How can a day change from TERRIBLE, to AWESOME in such a short amount of time? I suppose the same way a perfectly good day can be ruined in an instant. Funny how life works that way.  Everyone has been telling me that everything would be okay… I am finally believing it. Everything WILL be okay. I AM strong. I am going to survive this!

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