What a picture?! Am I right?? I guess I can say here I am (again). Separated. I refuse to do what I did last time. I refuse to feel the heartache. Here I am on a family vacation with just my kids, no husband. He refuses to speak with me. Our marriage is over. He has called me names, been manipulative, and emotionally abusive. I wanted to reconnect. Instead, we will divorce. I’m okay with that. I’m at peace with it. I have forgiven. I have mourned the loss. Now, to enjoy my vacation with my kids, family, and friends!