I Think I Blew It 

Recently, I posted about my friendship with CG. The more time we spent together, the more I came to like him… Like, like him-like him. He is the perfect man for me. This is not “Rebound Jessy.” This is Me, knowing what I want. When we go out to eat, he blesses our food, because he knows it’s important to me. He shaves his armpits, because he knows that hair holds in odor. We made our “lists” together. He is old-fashioned. He is spontaneous. He is the type to be a best friend and lover all in one…

We were talking on the phone last Thursday night, he called me… And I said, “You’d be the perfect man for me, but we’ve been friends for too long.” He said, “Yeah, I guess that would be weird?” We laughed, talked about other stuff. And went on with our night. We were only supposed to talk fo a few minutes but we talked for over an hour. That’s how we work. Sadly, I haven’t heard from him since… Did I blow it? Did I say the wrong thing? I’m not his type. Still, we’re super compatible. Neither of us is ready… *Sigh* I should text him… 

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