At least I got out of bed?

Have you ever had one of those days where you really didn’t want to get out of bed – but you did! I mean, you somehow managed to get up, brush your teeth, get dressed, and even do your hair! At least, you think that’s what you did… Haha, this was my day – TODAY. #narcolepsyissues Okay?! So, I really thought my hair was okay… Nah… I knew my outfit didn’t quite match… I didn’t bother with my eyebrows – screw my face… Ain’t trying to meet no one anyway… Then, I am out volunteering at church. I forget I had a FaceTime meeting with my job, and I saw myself – my hair, my face… I look gawd awful! Did I really go out like this?! Better yet, why did I go out like this? Did I just not look in the mirror? NOPE!


Fast forward to Tae Kwon Do… I look down at my legs… OMGOSH! Jessy, when is the last time you thought to shave – or lotion?! Ever? I have bags under my eyes so vast they could carry my items for my two weeks in Europe! And my leg hair so long, I could braid it. Skin on my legs so dry, it looks like a desert! What is happening to me? Blame it on the narcolepsy? But really? Can I? This has been – not just a day, but a pattern! I haven’t cared about my appearance at all! I’m letting myself go! Depression? No… I don’t think that’s what is going on, honestly… What a sad day… I am borderline ashamed, real talk…

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