Desires of the Heart

This passage of scripture has been in my head lately… When BS left me, my dad told me: The Lord will give you all the desires of your heart.

The only problem with that was/ and is – I didn’t then, and don’t now, know what they desires of my heart are – or should be – if that makes sense? I made a list a while back – maybe a year ago, when prompted by CG, that I needed a list for dating, although that wasn’t my desire at the time. I have discovered that much of what I do, is not because my heart desires to do it, but rather I feel compelled to do it. Or, I am inspired by someone, or something I hear or read some where… But desires of the heart! None come to mind…

One thing I do know, I need to update my list (future spouse list/ dating list). I still don’t know that I will ever date again, or anything like that, but just in case… haha… Gotta know what I want. I cannot settle EVER again!

Then, I think about where I want to go in life – in Christ. I have recently discovered that I have many talents, and much to offer. Let them not be suppressed, but used for good, and to the fullest! I want to find a job where I can use my talents and be satisfied… I enjoy my church, or did, but I think it may be time to move on. But to where will I go?

Desires of my heart… I am trying to figure those out… I guess I know what I don’t want… What I desire that is tough! Over the past couple days everyone has been asking, What do you need from us? How can we support you? I.don’t.know. Time to think about these things…

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